Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Denise's blackbear cub










This was an amazing blackbear workshop that I was invited to attend in Massachusetts.

We tracked a mother bear as part of research project. She had been tagged the year before and had a cub. They only have cubs every other year as they have the cubs with them for two years so we didn't expect to see new cubs.

However, the radio collar is only on the adult female so we didn't have info on cub. She must have lost it sometime during the previous year and so she had mated again and had two new cubs. I am holding one while the researchers were weighing and gathering info on Mama bear. This was truly amazing.

Denise

Thursday, January 6, 2011

these hands



these hands

by Natalie Ullmann on Thursday, January 6, 2011 at 5:40pm



jessica and I
in the lobby
of the main house
at the ashram
spoke of 47 and
the blossoming of
creative wisdom
accompanying
the release
of the me's
we have been

we scribbled notes
and she spoke of saving the ocean
and other works of love and art
one project
capturing images of the hands of
women she loved

we gazed together
at these hands
smiling, thinking, sharing
yes, perhaps
these hands
tell a more accurate tale
than anatomies
other
canvases

they have worked
and they show it
a million dishes mopped
and counting
thousands or more
carrots chopped
for loved ones

these hands scruffed
toshi the cat
on the neck
cleaned his litter box
and folded the towel
over his tiny form
when life was over

grasping palms of dozens of lawyers
or more
as they emerged from the cuffs
of a navy blue suit
they’ve typed dozens of contracts and
shifted through thousands of file folders

etched hundreds of drawings
and planted many flowers

counted millions of dollars....bills and quarters
dropped into the hands of bankers, customers,
cashiers
and into the cups of the
folks on the street

ten years or more now
they've aptly communicated to students
that which
I cannot say
in words
it’s hard to “lift up”
when no one gives you
a hand

the gods have used them
or so I hope

in treatment rooms
to ease the pains of the afflicted
so they could let go
and move again
and maybe even
move on

“A funny thing happened with these hands”
I said to Jess, turning them over
revealing the destiny
etched on the palms
“with each decision made to choose love"
'instead of money”
“the lines became clearer”
“and cleaner”
“and stronger”
we smiled at each other

“and my life line”
“became”
“longer”

So now,
while the backs of these hands may look
10 years older than this body
the palms of these hands
where the meridian of the heart pours forth
look younger than
they ever did

We smiled and our eyes met and we placed
our respective palms
together
time honored ritual
for thousands of years
and bowed to each other
at 47
celebrating our hands
and our
well spent years

Friday, October 16, 2009

Halloween?

Glancing over this year's mobile uploads from FB. A little Halloween?





That's what Raynaud's looks like in 60 degree weather.





Henna hand before it dried. And after. Kenzi henna is the artist.




Tuesday, September 15, 2009

A year later



In spring this was a succulent garden planted tenderly in a ring of stones. By mid-summer, the gardener had lost interest and the spot became a lavish home for grass and weeds.

Outside the stones is the largest of these "volunteers". Yesterday I made a mental note to pull it. Today it bloomed: a Rose of Sharon that matches the wonderful hedges along the side yard.

Jessica

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Elaine's Hands



I was walking the dog in the woods last night while Collin rode the ATV, thinking about how happy I am to have our beautiful woods, my health, family and friends, this awesome dog to walk with me through woods, and I decided to photograph my hands hugging a tree. I love trees and the incredibly spiritual feeling of fullness I get walking through the woods as the sun sets. I was thinking about how my heart was ripped open when my last beloved dog was hit by a car, just last Christmas, and how I swore, I would never get another dog because it just hurt too much. Even months later I would have sudden waves of sadness and loss thinking of him and how badly I missed him near me, always close by. I reiterated my resolve not to open myself up to that pain again.

Fast forward to September, when a dog tied to a neighbor's tree got my attention and through fateful circumstances is now my own. Yes, I caved, I sensed she needed me as much as I needed her. Here I am walking in the woods, blissfully happy, with my new best friend who is already 8 or 9 years old, and will probably, in all truth, have to depart this life before too long. But I realize ever clearly, that without great pain and loss, we wouldn't have great love and happiness and fulfillment. One makes way for and allows the other, so in the end, it's all worth it. This relates to my other much closer relationships this life has given me as well, many have been long term ongoing struggles, but the love and learning are ultimately worth whatever pain and angst I have endured.

As Woody Allen's character Alvy says in Annie Hall about why do we continue to engage in relationships when they can be totally absurd? It is because "we need the eggs". I hug the tree because I feel my basket is full of eggs. I guess we need to gather them when we can, make a big omelet and enjoy every bite!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Margaret's Hands



Reclaiming wool to knit again.

Margaret Lechner

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Benediction



That's our little monster Bali, who's taking a rare nap in this shot!

We call him our "puppy-cat" because he follows us everywhere, gets into everything, and loves to chew, especially paper and plastic. Oh, and he fetches. And loves electronics. He's changed the language on movies we're watching by traipsing across the remote.

Once he was playing near my computer and then jumped down to the floor, so I played with him down there, and when I turned back to my computer, the screen displayed a list of google search hits for sites about satanism and the occult. The little black kitty had typed "666" into the search-engine box, and then hit return.

I swear I'm not making this up. A friend of ours, when she'd finished laughing, said, "If the walls start bleeding, get out immediately."

Love,
Susan Palwick